30 December 2007

haha,I included this post a bit late...cos must countdown mah...lol


hmmm...had a heated tiff with my bro and had a breakthru too!! seriously,we've quarrelled many times b4 but NEVER apologise to one another b4. and the normal thing that would happen would be cold war raging at home. This time,however, God prompted me to initiate to apologise since he would never do it. At first,I was,like,dun want la so paiseh. But I suppose if you love someone,you would do wad the person wants you to do. So I decided to obey God since he taught me to obey,not to rebel.(my bro tinks I rebel wad the church teaches me...=.=) However, i changed my mind to apologise till the next day.

On new year eve,which was 31 Dec,I was telling yuyu about the tiff and she suggested that i send an sms to him since in a relationship,it's not abt right or wrong,but rather,it's abt communication. I complaint at first though den I typed the sms cos I was dead serious about obeying God evn though i didnt noe wad the outcome would be...would he tink I'm a hypocrite?or would he ignore?
My sms:"I'm sry that I raised my voice and shouted at you last night."
I got yuyu to press the send button for me and she press my thumb as it was on the button.
And the msg reached his fone...
He took quite long to reply,around 10 mins...
I tink he was shocked cos it was the first time I sent that kind of sms to him ^^\/
He replied:"I was wrong too...sorry...enjoy your new year eve"
I was like,"haha!!Thank you God!!" I was so overjoyed. There wont be cold war cos the ice has melted (:
Even though both parties were at fault,which means I wasn't the one fully at fault,I finally dared to humble myself down and take up my cross. Thankyou God!! That Jesus humbled himself and took the cross for us(meaning humans) even though he was without fault!! Lemme take up my cross and follow you all the way !!(:


Today
New year is suppose to mean New beginning
New year also means it's time for a new school year
And many people who had been in the holiday mood
for the past 8 weeks wouldn't want to go
back to the study mood...
they are now suffering from holiday blues...
just like me :((
No more sleeping till 11am
No more no-sleep stay overs to make my eye bags bigger =.=''
No more computer but lots of homework
God,even though I am not looking forward to the waking up at 6am life,
I pray that you gimme strength to start this new beginning with you,
help me be joyful in wadeva circumstances you place around me (:
I want to be with you always,cos you are the one whom I love and want to follow
in your mighty name,amen.


It's gonna be two years ever since I knew the Lord
Really have been enjoying my life ever since I knew God
Life was never really happy until he filled the emptiness in me
And he has seen me done many things
from the unglam to the not so unglam,
nice to not so nice
wadeva you can think of.
Wad I meant was he has seen me thru good and bad times (:

Look thru my blog and you'll noe why I say that